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REJECTED 10.08.2018

I am rejected
Neglected
Reckless
In this sea of oblivion
I will drown
I am invisible
Inadmissible
And forgettable
In your eyes 
I made no sound
I was nothing
Not even something
Not a real thing
Only living to be buried
Six feet below the ground
•iAikoG

Almost 4 years ago my life changed forever. It was sudden, unexpected, and I was totally unprepared. Many who know me, know this story. They know the wreckage that was left behind, the hosts of issues or excerbated mental and physical health issues that sprouted from it. The financial hardships, spiritual crisis, loss of faith that arose.
I manage, just barely, it feels some days. And I bring this up, only because when I wrote this, it was a day that smacked me with a reminder of the person and the event that facilitated this change. He undoubtedly lives as though I am dead and forgotten. His behavior and general disregard for 20 years together is proof of that.
I would never want my old life back. The dead girl walking, that I was before my world caved in. But it took all these years to reach this place and who knows how long before I am whole. There will always be days I wish that death would just take me. That I find no point in existing. But still I wake up and go about this new life looking for answers.
I am in my season of triggers that will doubtlessly send me to new depths to work towards my healing. I do not expect miracles. I have learned, they are not a part of this landscape I now walk. I just want peace. Comfort. Maybe, even joy. And I, once again, lay and display my insides out here on this forum for myself, a reminder of my path. A breadcrumb, if you will. This was why I began on here. A visual diary of a girl who hoped that there was more. I never thought others would read. I appreciate all of you who have. Thank you
~Lotus

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REJECTED 10.08.2018 I am rejected Neglected Reckless In this sea of oblivion I will drown I am invisible Inadmissible And forgettable In your eyes I made no sound I was nothing Not even something Not a real thing Only living to be buried Six feet below the ground •iAikoG Almost 4 years ago my life changed forever. It was sudden, unexpected, and I was totally unprepared. Many who know me, know this story. They know the wreckage that was left behind, the hosts of issues or excerbated mental and physical health issues that sprouted from it. The financial hardships, spiritual crisis, loss of faith that arose. I manage, just barely, it feels some days. And I bring this up, only because when I wrote this, it was a day that smacked me with a reminder of the person and the event that facilitated this change. He undoubtedly lives as though I am dead and forgotten. His behavior and general disregard for 20 years together is proof of that. I would never want my old life back. The dead girl walking, that I was before my world caved in. But it took all these years to reach this place and who knows how long before I am whole. There will always be days I wish that death would just take me. That I find no point in existing. But still I wake up and go about this new life looking for answers. I am in my season of triggers that will doubtlessly send me to new depths to work towards my healing. I do not expect miracles. I have learned, they are not a part of this landscape I now walk. I just want peace. Comfort. Maybe, even joy. And I, once again, lay and display my insides out here on this forum for myself, a reminder of my path. A breadcrumb, if you will. This was why I began on here. A visual diary of a girl who hoped that there was more. I never thought others would read. I appreciate all of you who have. Thank you ~Lotus #bluelotuskamikazeheart #rejected #abandonment #narcissiticabuse #runawayhusbands #blue #heart #lotus #nomudnolotus #writetoheal #bipolar #anxiety #creative #mentalillness #ptsd #poetry #healing #poetofinstagram #prose #poetrycommunity #writingcommunity #literotica #wordporn #wordgasm #darkpoetry #fuckitjustwrite #romani #japanese #missingheartbeat #honey #missingheartbeat   #healing   #poetrycommunity   #japanese   #fuckitjustwrite  

We don't need no education, 2018, Laso.
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We don't need no education, 2018, Laso. _ #collegeproblems #classmate #micropoetry #darkpoetry #poetryinmotion #visualpoetry #poetryporn #streetpoetry #freewriting #creativewriting #urbex #streetart #pinkfloyd #deconstructionart @graffutursim @crabapplecrow #writingsonthewall #thestreetphotographyhub #photojournalism #abandon_seekers #urbex_supreme #studentlife #follow4follow #theshapeofmatter #streetpoetry   #visualpoetry   #thestreetphotographyhub   #urbex_supreme   #studentlife  

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@lanadelrey (my super inspiration)
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Old repost. @dark_writeups_ . . . . . . . @dark_writeups_ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . @lanadelrey (my super inspiration) #poems #writersofinstagram #poemsporn #poet #writersofinstagram #darkwritings #mentalillness #sad #love #dksharry #writer #lanadelrey #wwqtribe #bookstagram #l4l #f4f #deepquotes #poetrycommunity #indianpoet #indianwriters #poetryisnotdead #micropoetryfeatures #mywords #bpdproblems #wordporn #spilledink #bipolar #darkpoetry #darkart #bdp @bymepoetryasia @bymepoetryamerica #poemsporn   #spilledink   #l4l   #indianwriters   #micropoetryfeatures  

My new song:thug life.its really soo dope I wrote it with 5 days

Bishwearing  a purple chain. 
She seems  so fucking insane
Nah nah all ghettos don't have brain. 
Bish my dick is like train
Come on""bitch have it
Nigga rules::don't read
Oh oh ok""come on woman
What's than? 
In this world have only hoes who wants small dick
Nah bish those makes me sick
Bish lemme""show u my trick
Show me quick. 
See my big boob
Nah bish I need more improve
Now topic  number three
Bish says pay me ma sex fee
Nah hoe nah hoe
Get a life
Ur body ain't my type
Hoe says  get fine
I says come with  cocaine. 
Ehhh bish says as u wish eh. 
Baby u r crossing my limit
Nah bish I need red meat
Bish says Come on why you have  chains and knife
I says bish I have thug life I have a thug type being dope is my type""drinking redbull''drinking hype. 
I have thug life
Bish says whatta you donn wanna loose 
I says my Gucci shoes
Ah bish
Chapter five 
Bish mode is survive
We niggas ain't alive 
We niggas  don't  fuck wife
Aye aye bish
Don't be a  catfish 
Bish  says your wish
i hug others wife
Because I have thug life
Njkl njkl njkl 
Fuck hell come on
Fuck jail be alone 
Now wear apron
Make some pupcorn and give it to my mouth 
Go to right south ... ... Come on. 
If you love my song please subscribe my YouTube channel link in bio
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@prilaga #slampoetry #micropoetry #poetryinmotion #dailypoetry #poetryslam #poetrybook #writing #poetryselfie #darkpoetry #visualpoetry #instagrampoetry #poetrygram #typewriterpoetry #poetryporn #poet #spokenwordpoetry #lovepoetry #poetrylovers #poetryisnotdead #urdupoetry #poetrysociety #poetry #poetryofinstagram #prilaga #prosepoetry #poetryislife #poetryloving #writer #instapoetry #streetpoetry

My new song:thug life.its really soo dope I wrote it with 5 days Bishwearing a purple chain. She seems so fucking insane Nah nah all ghettos don't have brain. Bish my dick is like train Come on""bitch have it Nigga rules::don't read Oh oh ok""come on woman What's than? In this world have only hoes who wants small dick Nah bish those makes me sick Bish lemme""show u my trick Show me quick. See my big boob Nah bish I need more improve Now topic number three Bish says pay me ma sex fee Nah hoe nah hoe Get a life Ur body ain't my type Hoe says get fine I says come with cocaine. Ehhh bish says as u wish eh. Baby u r crossing my limit Nah bish I need red meat Bish says Come on why you have chains and knife I says bish I have thug life I have a thug type being dope is my type""drinking redbull''drinking hype. I have thug life Bish says whatta you donn wanna loose I says my Gucci shoes Ah bish Chapter five Bish mode is survive We niggas ain't alive We niggas don't fuck wife Aye aye bish Don't be a catfish Bish says your wish i hug others wife Because I have thug life Njkl njkl njkl Fuck hell come on Fuck jail be alone Now wear apron Make some pupcorn and give it to my mouth Go to right south ... ... Come on. If you love my song please subscribe my YouTube channel link in bio . . @prilaga #slampoetry #micropoetry #poetryinmotion #dailypoetry #poetryslam #poetrybook #writing #poetryselfie #darkpoetry #visualpoetry #instagrampoetry #poetrygram #typewriterpoetry #poetryporn #poet #spokenwordpoetry #lovepoetry #poetrylovers #poetryisnotdead #urdupoetry #poetrysociety #poetry #poetryofinstagram #prilaga #prosepoetry #poetryislife #poetryloving #writer #instapoetry #streetpoetry #typewriterpoetry   #dailypoetry   #streetpoetry   #visualpoetry   #poetrybook  

We don't need no education, 2018, Laso.
_
#collegeproblems #classmate #micropoetry #darkpoetry #poetryinmotion #visualpoetry #poetryporn #streetpoetry #freewriting #creativewriting #urbex #streetart #pinkfloyd #deconstructionart @graffutursim @crabapplecrow #writingsonthewall #thestreetphotographyhub #photojournalism #abandon_seekers #urbex_supreme #studentlife #follow4follow #theshapeofmatter

We don't need no education, 2018, Laso. _ #collegeproblems #classmate #micropoetry #darkpoetry #poetryinmotion #visualpoetry #poetryporn #streetpoetry #freewriting #creativewriting #urbex #streetart #pinkfloyd #deconstructionart @graffutursim @crabapplecrow #writingsonthewall #thestreetphotographyhub #photojournalism #abandon_seekers #urbex_supreme #studentlife #follow4follow #theshapeofmatter #streetpoetry   #visualpoetry   #thestreetphotographyhub   #urbex_supreme   #studentlife  

ODE TO AUTUMN
🖤🖤🖤 Chant an ode to Autumn, 
embracing the silver lining 
as the leaves fall, 
and pumpkin spice 
wafts through the air.

No longer dubious 
to go anywhere, 
as the summoning 
for answers cease,
as scarlet letters 
and silver lines, 
are hidden under sleeve. ©ThornThistles 🖤
Writing Prompts:
🖤
the summoning #inkyoctober @inky.moth 
Dubious #maesoct18 @maespoetry 
Chant #cmoctchallenge @cerynnmccain 🖤
#darkpoetry #darkpoetrysociety #autumn #cutting #mentalillness #mentalhealth #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #herheartsreach #herheartpoetry #herheartnew 
#globalvoicesunite #madpropslive #madprops100 #newpoetspotlight

ODE TO AUTUMN 🖤🖤🖤 Chant an ode to Autumn, embracing the silver lining as the leaves fall, and pumpkin spice wafts through the air. No longer dubious to go anywhere, as the summoning for answers cease, as scarlet letters and silver lines, are hidden under sleeve. ©ThornThistles 🖤 Writing Prompts: 🖤 the summoning #inkyoctober @inky.moth Dubious #maesoct18 @maespoetry Chant #cmoctchallenge @cerynnmccain 🖤 #darkpoetry #darkpoetrysociety #autumn #cutting #mentalillness #mentalhealth #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #herheartsreach #herheartpoetry #herheartnew #globalvoicesunite #madpropslive #madprops100 #newpoetspotlight #inkyoctober   #globalvoicesunite   #mentalhealth   #maesoct18   #poetrycommunity